The heart...

You open up my heart,

waken up my dreams,

pull me up when I'm torn apart,

when life is not as easy as it seems.

You took away my heart,

wipe away my tears,

enveloping me with comforting hugs,

calm away my doubts and fears.

You broke my fragile heart,

leaving it unmended and fallen apart,

never do I wish to part,

eternity is what i held close to heart.

My heart is now healing,

your love to me now is not everything,

fairy tale is indeed not reality,

now that I can see clearly,

I simply can't accept it, failing ever miserably...

They say time will heal the pain,

even though i'll never be the same,

believe me, I'll be fine,

after all, I'm tsp, one of a kind. :)

Just a little while ago...

As I was sitting down on my desk just a while ago, listening to some songs while busy scribbling notes for Labour Law (it's a torture), I paused for a moment and looked out at my window...

Dark menacing clouds in the sky...
Flashes of lightning cast upon the vast sky...
Birds flapping their wings frantically in search of shelter...
Drops of rain came falling down soon after...

I sigh and continued with my tedious work.

After a while, I paused again and looked out at the window...

The skies are clear again...

And, it all happens so fast...isn't it?

Yes, three years flew pass me and it feels like it's just a little while ago,too...

Butterflies fly away...

There's gotta be more to life than exams....

Chasing after colourful butterflies,

Lying down on the sprawling green grass,

Breathing in the fresh ocean air,

Frolicking in a heavenly garden,

Swinging to and fro on a hammock,

Sipping away a glass of fresh lemonade,

Just staring at the placid lake before you,

Running aimlessly on a white, pristine, sandy beach,

Screaming your lungs out and laugh boisterously after that,

Counting those tiny sparkling, twinkling stars at night,

Sitting on a swing with your friends and see who swings higher,

Spontaneous late night movies with buddies,

Hiding under your blanket with the torchlight on and a book in your hand,

Giggles and contagious laughter with friends over lame jokes,

Eat heartily until you are bloated,

Sitting on a car with a special someone, heading nowhere... (i love this!)

There's gotta be more, more, more...of those simple blissfulness and happiness in life. :)

P/S: Got to kill those butterflies. They are doing somersaults in my tummy during exams... bad, bad butterflies. :( go away...

Mundane...oh mundane life.

Hustle-bustle. In and out.

Papers,notes flying everywhere.
Messy and uncombed hair.

The fast rhythmic dip-dup of the heart.
It feels like you'll be torn apart.

Clenching your teeth or biting your nails.
It happens if you know you're bound to fail.

Beads of perspiration trickling down,
As you read the questions and frown.

"Oh shit! I forgot the case!"
If you can remember all, I'll be amazed.

The time tick, tick, ticking away,
"I really don't know how to do!" that's all I can say.

Urgh. Let me go.
Stress is taking ultimate control.

Please, oh please let me be free,
Or else, I will die of insanity.

Exams, oh exams...

Okay, this is lame. I have to stop. Wrote this in like less than 10 minutes. So, yeah, I admit it's lame.

P/S : Best of luck to those who are going through the same pain and agony. =) Hope you survive. Hallelujah.

When blogging is no longer an addiction...

Proscrastination prevails...

Har. Har.

And so I am reviving it now...

Countless of happenings...and so to put it into words will take up eternity. Especially, when I have a stack of criminal law notes next to me to swallow...

I'm slowly getting up by myself after the great fall that I encountered. Many hands reached out for me yet I shoved them all away because I do not want vulnerability to take place. I'll make it on my own...perhaps in that way, I will be stronger...carpe diem! :)

Twenty one! *beams*

Happy 21st birthday to me :)

A super long delayed post. (I know) *chuckles*

All I have to know and my peeps need to know is that I have a blast on my birthday and for those who make it happen, I sincerely thank you guys...deep down the bottom of my heart. :)

A surprise birthday cake and birthday song right in front of the library, Carol and Shereen singing an "out of tune" birthday song well past midnight, a certain someone calling to sing a birthday song in the midst of his meeting, my dad who waited until the clock strikes midnight so that he can be the first to wish me and sang me a birthday song, my loyal friends who never fail to wish me happy birthday...what more can I wish for? :)

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The sky above was azure. No visible clouds and no audible sounds (except perhaps the swishing sound of the fan). As I lay my butt on my plastic chair, facing my lappie, with my fingers pressing swiftly on the alphabets on the keyboard, typing probably, gibberish, my mind is totally clogged (with what, I clearly have no idea). But, yet I feel like typing. With this massive headache and all, I doubt I have a clear view of what I'm actually typing.

Due to swimming yesterday, my arms are feeling so strained when I woke up. My eyes couldn't seem to open yet I dragged myself out of bed with an aim to finish my tort assignment.

So many thoughts rushing through my mind like a stampede that I have no control of.

I feel somewhat exhausted.

I feel that the air of melancholy swept past my chest once again.

I feel a sudden need to get up and walk a thousand miles.

Yet, my feet is not bringing me anywhere.

My mind is not making my feet take any steps.

I'm too tired and too sad.

For what reasons? Well, countless.